The Chronicles of Andy

Sorry guys, had been really busy to the max. I know its a  lame excuse to give when some pals ask me out for a cuppa but it’s really been tough to juggle this life. Even my beloved other half had been waiting for my free time to come so that she can be with me. Poor girl, you just have to be a little more patient with me as I have lots of plans with you that needs to be fulfilled and savoured togehter. HAHA! Are u getting the goosebumps??

The year is left with only 3 months to end. I have my resolutions that I made weeks ago and I am starting to doubt whether they can be accomplished or otherwise. Rather scary whenever I sit at my desk, looking at the pin-up of the ‘hit-list’ every day. Lately has been rather  hectic  in my mind  (not body)  as to the short-term  plans that need to be  fulfilled and yet I am still  ‘loitering  aimlessly’  trying hard to  grope  in the dark for that much-needed beacon to kick-start my plans. Tough but I am not giving up. When you put fire at your butt, you will find ways to get away from it. Thats what my sifu always remind me when the going gets tough.

Sometimes I wonder, why am I at this particular moment (while I am on my wheels), or why I am myself and not that guy (in terms of existence) Questions that I have been asking myself quite frequently since few years back. Its not about religion here. The more I ask myself, the more I come to understand that humans are just objects with souls inside. It makes more sense that our bodies are temporary but our souls are eternal, that facts that I find it hard to digest when I was growing up. Not that I had lost a loved one in the past but its really fascinating to know that we humans are just so vulnerable and fragile in the face of Earth. Of late, the tragedy that happened to our beloved Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin, had the whole world been saddened and left in shock. I mean, of all the animals in the wild that he had handled and wrestled, why a stingray? Of all places, why the heart ? Why not the arm, leg .. or even his butt? To add to the mystery, stingrays dont really sting humans, we dont also hear cases such as this happen unlike pythons and tigers eating humans.

It was also studied that the animal race that Steve is trying to save had betrayed him, took away his life instead on that particular date. Much to do with feng shui (I am a fan and an unofficial practitioner of Vasthu) of his birthdate and the date when he was struck by the ray.

So, you see, life is so fragile. Too bad we humans only live once. To make the most out of it, share your love to everyone around you, even to your enemies. Forgive them of what bad they had done unto you as life is too short to keep grudges at heart. Love everyone like you never loved before as if today is the last day you will see the sun. So, be kind to anyone whom you meet everyday.

But still, if you have noticed in your lifetime, those who do good tend to leave us much sooner, unexpectedly… whats your say on this? :p